Friday, 9 March 2007

The Waiting Game

It took me by surprise how badly I want this baby. I thought I had laid to rest my daily-diminishing dreams of having a home full of beautiful bubbly babies. Clearly I haven't. I. Really. Really! Want. This. Baby. It is taking every ounce of self-control to maintain a sense of decorum right now. I hate feeling this powerless to change my circumstances. Mainly because I can't change things, I will have to accept my impotence (haha! - funny! And it wasn't intentional either!) ... and just... wait...


1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Hello Tjommie, good luck. I know that feeling of wanting something so badly and not being able to do a thing about actually getting it. It's hell! I'm holding thumbs! Hanlie